Pipe Dream (2023) - for soprano and piano - (5:00)

Written for the 2023 Source Song Festival

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Program Notes:

“Pipe Dream” was written in response to Kurt Weill and Maurice Magre’s art song, “Je ne t’aime pas.” While both songs share a similar storyline of the protagonist finding it difficult to move on emotionally from an ex-lover, our female protagonist in “Pipe Dream” is madly in love with another woman, but that woman is in love with a man and does not know about the protagonist’s feelings. Our singer attempts to cast aside her love, but not without some suffering.

Text (written by Lamb):

No I don’t like you I just want to loathe you and distance myself and my mind at the thought of this pipe dream... still, All that I’ve wanted in love and in lust is to just sense your touch

Must your whole heart be longing for him?

No I can’t stand you your sweet, curious mind your laughs and your sighs... No I won’t, oh my desire! yet, All that I’ve wanted in this meager life is to just call you my wife

Why must your whole heart belong to him?

(seriously, him?) Why must you be what my heart desires?

Why must I continue convincing myself that

You would never say yes to me

But if you just knew If you would only be brave with me